gomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen!!!
I'm really inactive since a long time!!!!
but school is doing bad T______T...
my marks are....no comment...
although I always give my best ~fu~

How are minna doing?
I got used to our new house ;)
But I still didn't really decorated my room xD
don't have the money to buy decorating things :(

I'm sleepy~~~..since days I fell asleep after school imidiatly..then my day is already over T__T...

anyways, I hope you all are doing fine!!! :)

again gomen ne?!!! :(

so we moved to our new house (since friday we sleep here)

I stil didn't get use to the new house

anyway, just inform you guys that I won't have internet for about 2 weeks (or 1) because we moved.

more I may write when I get internet.
Right now I'm at a friends internet so I just wanted to inform you guys

so
mata ne
Love ya al much
huggies´;)

I can't come to crunchyroll right now, so I hope kawaii-chan you can read this ;)

yeah..

I think many people already heard about it...

about the amok.

Well..it happened in a school in Winnenden, so about 3km away from where I live.

The schools here (including mine) forbid everyone to leave the school.
The school from my sister called the parents to pick up there children.

other schools like mine forbid the people (even if their lesson was finished)to leave the school.
ma, I had afternoon school anyway.

But still.
There was like 5 times or so announcments when new news came.

In my school you could see almost all students talking with their phone, where parents called and asked if they were ok.

My mom called too but my phone was shut.

Also in lessons we talked about the topic.

Ha! What happened to our society?
17 people died! 17!

One of my classmates (who I really really like) was about to cry becuase she had many friends there. She was afraid that her friends were also victims.

It's horrible.
I heard some students jumped out of the building but one student couldn't walk and the boy (17) just killed him. So coldhearted.

At the train station I saw a girl who cried much. It seemed like a friend of her was one of the victims.

To be honest I never thought that something like that would happen here.

Like I said..what happened to our society?
How can they do such a cruel thing?

It's said that he did that because he was thrown out of that school.
In the end he himself died too.

In German lesson we discussed much about what causes to make such a thing.
We said that more people if they have a problem should go to an psycholog or rather that it should be a "law" or must, that people have to go the psycholog at least 5 times a year.
To be honest, I would like that idea.
Because I dunno, I think some people are "afraid" to go to a psycholog. I can't explain why.

I also have some big problems and depressions. But somehow I also donT' want to go to a psycholog. But..doing such a cruel thing is...scary and horrible.

why does such things happen so often recently? ~sigh~

EDIT: One of our "friends" went to that school. She's 11 years old or so and she cried so much because she was so afraid.
Another many friend went to the school infront of the school where the amok was.
They were all so afraid.

Well until the news about the amok, school was fun today.
I love Global Studies (yet..sometimes)

Anyways!
Minna-san! Please take care of yourself!!!
gomen,
tommorow I have an improtant test and I don't get it at all T___T (in economy managment..about 250 pages...diiiiiiie)
school is soo soo soo killing me again.
These 3 weeks will be...~diiiie~

anyways!
ja!
mata ne!
and take care!
love you!

hwee~~~...I'm so exhausted ~dies~~~~~~~~

minna hisashiburi desu! minna genki?

it's project week (GFS)...I die~...I'm so exhausted...I'm doing German (a project/presentation) the whole day long...it's so difficult to find things for my topic ~~..and I have to be finished with my text on Wednesday!! ~~~~

diediediediedie...headtache headtache headtache...

ma...watashi ganbarimassu ne...

oh and I really like One Drop PV..althought I don'T like Kame's hair and Jin's fur in it xD...

I haven'T watch the making off yet (had no time)...

This week will be stressfull ~~

wish me luck xD..LOL
sry..I'm too tires to write more

O genki-de!
mata ne
~hugss n kiss~

hi!
it's been long!! (again ~~)
I'm sorry really!...
this school is still killing me....
hehe~ and don't ask about my marks..it's B.A.D ~~

imagine..I learn 3 weeks for a test and get 6 points = 4 (D)! oO...that's not fair!~~

ma, ma
I'm sorry to all my friends, I know I'm a bad friend.

oh and we are also busy in redoing the house we bought ~~ (still LOL)

I don't want to move at all sicne I don'T like the new house ~~

anyway..on Saturday I cut and colored my hair ;)
here are 2 pics..I couldn'T make more, since the card from the digicam is full lol

hai dózo :)

( kochi kochi )

lol..this is almost a friends-only lj already LOL

anyway...oh!
and I heard KAT-TUN'S One Drop, Rescue, On my mind, D-T-S :)...I love them all! Esspecially Rescue! lovelovelove

and I also love MM new single Naichau kamo...~love Reina~ xD...I like it when she's the center xD..haha...

oh..but also one sad thing

Wonbin left FT Island T__T ~cries~..whyyy????...~~
but the new one is cute too :)...althought..I still miss Wonbin!...
but I must say one thing..I saw the recent pic of them and..DAMN JAEJIN!! Why did you cut your hair?!!~~...I hope it grows fast xD

ahahaha and LOOL @ Heechul kisses (Sungmin, Jungmo) and now Kibum too? LOL..when is HanKyhung the next? LOL

oh..and..I miss Jungmin ~~~~~

recently I started watching animes again xD...
becuase my brother has exams he don'T have time to watch Jdramas so I watch Animes...

and I begun to read books (clap clap LOL a wonder) I finished one and now begun another book but I think I don't like this one much xD...

but since I started reading my eyes hurt (and I don'T read that much a day really!) and throught my eyes my head hurt..since 2 days I have a dman headtache ~~...ittai yo!..but I hat going to the doctor so..I just waitx D..maybe it's just lack of sleep.

or I'm simply getting sick LOL...

ma, I don't care xD..

please take care of yourself minna-san!

mata ne!
HUGSS N KISS!
Love ya all!^^

minna-san!
O genki desu ka?
Hisashiburi desu!!!!!!!

anyway..1 or 2 weeks ago I was sooo bored that I wrote my FIRST one-shot fanfic (alone xD)..

my fanfic "LOST" is finished but I won't post it yet...It has 38Chapters!!!! LOOOOL..we wrote so much! xD...but it was fun :)
it's the fanfic of Naomi-chan and me :)...

anyway...I didn't really think that much while writing the one-shot LOL...ma, I hope my language is ok since I'm not the best in writing english :)...

anywa..I hope you will like it!!^^ comment are LOVE^^

( Kuyashi namida porori )

I WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I HOPE 2009 WILL BE GOOD YEAR FOR ALL OF YOU!!!

DAISUKI!!!!!

lol
you know the hourse we brought right?
The familiy there left their PC there....so we took the harddisk from there and put it to my PC..lol..it worked xD..but it's small T__T..but I still have all my impotant datas since I had 2 harddisk and the one who wasn't THAT important got broken LOL...

anyway after we put it to mine the harddisk worked but still my PC didn'T work that good etc....or almost not
From the begin with I thought that the grafik card is broken...and I was right...to test if it's really That wich is broken, we took the grapfic cars from another PC and put it into mine..now it's working..but I can'T watch ANY vids..but it was just to test Why it isn'T working..

so that means I need a new grapik-card

lol..I just say "daaaadyyyyy I have my 18th b-day sooon" LOOOOL

haha...but well I have to close the PC now again becuase we it's almost breakfast time and I still have got many things to learn T__T

ja, mata ne!
~huggies~^^

whäääähääähääääää
I want my PC back t___T

my datas!!!! I try to save them! T___T..I hope I can save them...otherwise..MY FIC!!!, my wallpapers all my Fanvideos and things I needed for school are gone!!!

WHÄÄÄÄÄÄHÄÄÄÄ

Oh, I miss you
my lovely PC

LOOL Going to write a Lyric xD:
oh my darling! Oh my darling, Oh my Darling P~~C~~
Your the one for me forever
your the one, my P~~C~~

LOl...no kidding...I really miss it
but I'm in hurry right now
ja ne!

MY PC BROKE T___T
or rather..I think my graphic card broke...
currently I'm at the laptop of my dad...

I'm going to freak out!!
without PC I'm like dead lol
I could cry right now...why are all the bad things happening to me?
I mean..I have so much bad luck currently...I feel like there's a grudge on me ~~

tommorow I have a vocubular test in spanish and the day after tommorow I'll write math test and I don't get it at all ~~

I want to dieee~~~

don't ask how school is going ...it's B.A.D ~~

mooooooooou dareka tasukete kudasai...I have enough ~~

I already feel it..I will cry everyday...ma...I already cry for a week but now I will cry even more...mou...

I'm sorry I haven't reply to you all..I will do it now

Will go to leeeeearn now
ja! mata ne!
huggies~

cuurently sitting in school.
Well we have a break so I went to the PC :)

what should I say?. Tommorow I have a improtant sports theorie test ~~

Today is a "demonstation" against studing bills etc.
Almost everyone exept me and other 5 of my classmates went therre...I didn't went there since we didn'T really got the approve of the director. I didn't want to have trouble afterwards :)....

anyway..now I have to wait till 3pm to have sports lesson....

I'm afraid of tommorow but I will give my best.....looool....Ma the result of giving my best till now wasn't the best but well..I'm also just a human being LOOL..

sorry if my english is weird right now LOL...
I'm writing fast curently dakara and I'm too lazy to think how I should write everything down.

Anyways, what else to say..
ah! yeah right!
You know I once told you that we brought a house?
Yeah the renter there are all gone so the house is empty and we repair it right now...tommorow or friday (I dunno if the time is enought tommorow :) ) I'm also going and make the wall paper of (that's fun LOL)

anyway...yesterday I saw a friend of mine and she said that she is worried about me...since I write bad marks and I'm very depressed in last time, I don't laugh and smile as much as I used to.
I find it cute from her...but I told her that I'm fine..I'm actually not that fine but it's ok...I will survive somehow...

ANYWAY...talking about fandom
I've got in many new fandoms :):
1. SS501 - sooo cute I love the...my favorite is Jung Min...^^
2. FT Island - got into their fandom 2 days ago :))....sooo cute....my fav is JaeJin!!!..^____^...since I saw the MV "Heaven"...but..he is just the guitaeist no? I want to see him sing too LOL...anyway..he's sooo cute....anyway..I was like..let's look how old he is......yeah..HE IS 16!! oO....whoaa...I seriously thought he was a bit older...LOL
3. Seeya: I LOOOVE THEIR MV'S AND SONGS!!!!!

anyways I will talk about them more when I have more time...

ja!
mata ne!
HUGSS N KISS!^____^

i ship it.

I wonder~~~^^

Ps: I LOVE KAT-TUN NEW SONG!!!!!!!!!!
Can't wait for PV!!! (I want a PV with a story..Akame story xDD..LOL)

school is killing..I'm sick...~~..well not sick..my head hurts and I feel dizzy...very dizzy...

school is going bad ~~...althought I give my best.

mama
I wanted to make the sweden entry part 2 today, but I feel too dizzy, gomen ne?

mata ne!
I haven'T reply to a few comments yet, I will do it tommorow ne..
LOVE YA ALL!^^

Konnichi wa!
Reinai desu!
It’s been a while

How are you guys doing?

There are so many things to talk about that I don’t know where I should begin!!

Ermm yeah...I went on the sweden exchange I talked about!^^
IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!! I WANT TO GO AGAIN! LOL

AND THE HIGLIGHT FOR ME WAS!:

I HAVE MEET LINN!!! YAAAAAAAAAY!!!(neyvaa

WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!
I LIKE HER SOO MUCH! o(^___^)o!

Piccies and more  clicky here

( “oh )

More Piccies from Sweden...in the next entry!


Well..now the bad things ~~:
• School has begun
• Tommorow I have spanish and english vocabulary test so I’m dead
• Next wee condition test and german test and history test
• Today we went practising for the condition test ~~...ohhhh mou~!..my condition is more then bad...and while walking my stromatch suddenly began to hurt so much and so I thought I would have get my period...I couldn’t run anymore, nor walk....ha..after 30 minutes..so when it was over.. Ha..I was the baddest one ~~..I would have get like 5 points out of 15..I’M SOO BAD!!!!...I think 5..or 8..no I think it’s 5...I have only run 3200metres in 30 minutes...my continion is 0

• Right now my feet is hurting my stromatch and my head are hurting, my back everything...right now I’m like DEAD~...and now I also have to learn vocabulary...I’m double dead xD..LOL

OH SOMEONE OUT THERE.....TASUKETEEEE~~~~~~~

Anyways!
Have to go learning!
Mata ne!!!!!!!^___^

HUGSSS N KISS!!^^

yap...tommorow I go for a week to Sweden..with school..

the sweden-exchange to Umea..like I said..

I hope I can meet with Nevyaa!!!!!!I REALLY HOPE!!!

I just wrote a few e-mails with my exchange partner...I cannot say how she is but..I hope I won't be much a trouble LOL...

I'm allowed to take 20kg..but my bag with all my clothes etc. is 22kg!..do you think it would be still ok?...

anyway...becuase my bag is a bit..yeah...not good..

my mom said that tommorow very early she will go to Waiblingen and buy a proper bag xD..lol..

and then we are heading off to the airport...

I'm somehow afraid that I forget something or come too late to the airport or so...
anyways...

WISH ME LUCK!!!!!
MATA NE!!!!^^

LOOOL...I think the headline is enought xD
http://community.livejournal.com/kattunlove/3794004.html?view=42777940#t42777940

so it was fake huh? >_>

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA
I just talked with my brother!

he read my lj entry
he said:
You bitch! you don'T even know how old I am!!!
I: well..you are 22 right?
he: no 23!!!
I: oh..really?
he: yes!
I: LOOOL

EDIT:
we talked throught MSN, my family and my brother LOL

and it came out that my bro is 22 and not 23...
I: you liar!!!!...you ARE 22..you lied!
he: to be honest....shit I really throught I'm already 23
I: LOOOOLsdkfhsdf AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA BAKA!!!

lsdajfkshfkjsdh haha...

hai hai..ok...
oh well..I love this song: it's a german song...by Glashaus ;)



want the translation?
I can translate it if you want ;)

ja ne ;)
hugss n kiss!
love ya!^^

first of all...
for everyone who didn't know what I was talking about in my last entry:
here:
http://community.livejournal.com/kattunlove/3784677.html
and here:
http://community.livejournal.com/news_jpop/3004646.html#cutid1

well...
you know the sad plane accident from Spanair deshou?...
I was shocked when I saw that on TV...and also sad...all those people...

today on turkish news there was this:
the wheel of the turkish airline began to burn...the plane started and was already on air...but the pilots noticed that there was something wrong...so they requested to the aiport to make a way for them so that they land again...it was said that those pilots were already ready for such situations from their education....so they landed after 10 minutes again..luckly...if not...the plane would have crashed and 250 people or so would have died.
I'm glad that the pilots did their thing right.

it's scary that all these plane accidents happen so..like at the same period...

my brother will turn with the plane on monday...with the tukish airlines...

and I will be like after 2 weeks also on a plane...to sweden...

I can'T even remember when I was last on a plane...maybe with 5?
I think I will be very afraid...I'm afraid of planes...

and...what disturb me since long..like since 2 weeks...Almost everyday I dream about a plane crash...
it's so scary...I hope there won't happen such plane accidents again...

I mean my brother come with the plane soon..and I also go with the plane soon too...
I hope nothing will happen..
I didn'T know that I was so afraid of planes...

anyway!!!!!

My brother has birthday today!...
I think he went to 22 years old...LOL...or 23? LOl...no 22 xD..but I already said 2 weeks ago that he would be 22 LOL...
but he is in Instanbul right now..ma...I wish him a Happy Birthday:

to be sure I make it under lj-cut xD

( Happy Birthday )

yeah..that was it xD..LOL
ja!
mata ne!^^

so I think most of you already read the message from the Johnny's!!

now really....

that makes me so so so sad for the Johnny's
and also angry!

those horrible "fans" should stop with that shit!!!!

after reading also the messages from like News and KAT-TUN..I'm shocked..

in Ueda and Shige a hidden camera....

and also much other things!

They are also human! they also have a right for a privat life!

This makes me sooo..grr...

I mean...they even think of quiting Johnny's...that'S horrible!..and sad!
YamaPI said he don'T know how longer he can stand this!
that so sad!...
ah..every comment from each member makes me sad....how can "fans" be so...horrible...
really..I feel like crying...

to those horrible fans: PLEASE STOP WITH THIS SHIT!!!

sry that I make extra a entry of this but when not I'm going to freak out...I'm a person who has to write her feelings down...
and right now..

yeah of course! they are popular but!..they still are humans!...

ok..maybe I should stop now..it'S already late!...

ja!
mata ne!

yesterday I talked 1 hour with Nevyaa on Skype!!!!

It was really fun!
and I hope we can meet!

but when not....I probulary will once go to Sweden again and then we could meet xD..well..I hope I can go xD...
next summer we don't go to turkey but stay in Germany..then I can make a holiday-job :)..and earn the money xD

lol..talking to her with Skype was fun!^^
althought my english sucked a bit xD..hehe...

my dad laughed at me because my face was red and warm...I usually don't often talk in english but write...so I had to concentrade myself xD..and if I concentrade myself I get red xD...LOOOL...

But it was fun!!!^^
my dad said I should talk more often with foreign friends in english xD
it suprised me when he said that LOL
usually he is against chatting xD..LOL...

hahaha..I'm sure we two can talk soon again ;)

and next time we will sing! LOOOL xD

haha

ne, has anyone else here got Skype?!^___^

please tell me if you have Skype too ;)^^

my username in Skype is akame-fan ;)
LOOL..yeah..akame-fan xDDDDD

haha

the first 2 days of Ramazan are over...it's 3.6pm and I'm already hungry again xD..LOL..but infront of the PC the time is flying :)


ja!
mata ne!
Vi hörs ;)!
HUGSSS N KISS!
Tschüß! LOL^^

yes I'm currently in Turkey at my cousın in Istanbul xD
he has ınternet xD
anyway we just stay today here...tommorow we are going to our house in Trabzon ~~

I DUN'T WANT!! IT'S SOO BORING!! ~c~ry~

anyway I have to make it short ~~

the drive took about 28 hours...
oh I'm sooo dead ~~ xD....

and tommorow again about 18 hours to Trabzon where we live ~~
there I don't have internet ~~ ~cry again~

you know I saıd I go to Umea?!!!
Now I found out that nevyaa actually lıves there!! isn't that cool?!! I SO HOPE WE TWO CAN MEET!!!!

let's see on September!

it is hot here~~...
~die again~

anyway I have to go!
I won't be able to come for 5 weeks so..mata ne!!!
HUGSS N KISS!!!
LOVE YOU!!!^^

that "person" actually is our neighbour!!! who lives under us

actually my parents currently head towards hostital with my sis.

well..what happened?

you know?.Usually if a big in quatratform glas breaks you put it into a rubbish and at least somewhere where nothing can happen and so on (I can'T explain it in eng sorry xD)
but our baka neighbour put the broken VERY BIG PIECE and VERY SHARP Piece of Glass into a normal paper bag to the salon (where people have to cross it when they for example get into the house)...

well..my sis fell down on that bag!!...luckly not with her head but with her feet but still..it's very dangerous...suddenly we heard my sis crying very loudly and ran to her..her feet was under blood..the cut was very deep I must say and big...it looked horrible and very painfull...
I'm very sensible when I see blood..my legs always get weak and I soon can't feel them anymore..and after I saw the wound/cut..lol..I fell down xD...

but it looked really..omg..

so tell me..

how the hell can a person be so brainless?!!

AND THEN now she also says "it's her fault! Why was she here anyway!"...I mean WTF?!! HUH?!!!!...HELO!!! ~~

omg it's pissing me off..

and still no message from my parents how she is ~~...
I hope it's not too serious!

I don'T wan tto imagine what would have happened if she would have fell on her head..omg...

actually I often say "After she were born my live got more difficult" but still she's my sis and small and sometimes cute...and she belongs to the family...argues and fights between siblings are normal anyway xD...

I hope to get news soon.

oh erm..yeah I have break now xD..buit we will go to Turkey (unfortantly) again..I don'T want xD...and there you know I won'T have an internet ~cryes~..

anyway..I will keep you informed xD...LOL

it's been a long time I wrote into lj and made a< proper entry..I dunno why I can'T do it right now xD..LOL

anyway
love ya all!
chu chu!
huggies~